How r u?

it's been 2 months since we last separated. I'm not sure will you frequent this blog site or ever visit. Will I be the only reader down here? Whatever it's, this will be my way of expressing my feelings to you. I hope u r getting fine by now. I pray that you will step out of the depression shadow and stand up for yourself. May be I'm not the one to see you through, but certainly you need encouragement in one way or another. *pray hard for you here* Guess I am not the one who can cure your illness. You are the one who can help yourself. Just trust my words for whoever you think I am to you.

I'm getting lonely as time goes by, but I really missed your company in the past. May be it's harsh to leave you on September, part of it was my patient runs dry. I still stick to my belief that you were not in the right state to have a bf. You are my first gf who was not so 'simple handling'. I was caught by you, your action and your dealings in r/s. Great that you found a job, that will help to keep you more occupied and don't bother too much.

Sometimes during the night, I felt so lost and so helpless. Recently I started to drink alone at home. I have many sleepless night. Haiz. I don't why too.

Post an entry to keep me updated. Hope to hear from you soon. May be if you are still keen, meet up for coffee ba, gd nite to you.