I know you are waiting for my first entry.

I know you tried and I am trying too. I just felt like an injured person who is recovering from a bad fall. There were times you complained that what I had given isn't enough, I admit. Picking up myself to walk again when I was asked to run.

There were times where the day went smoothly between us and I felt that was the life I wanted to be. But when quarrels come and you behave in an extreme way, it crumbles. Again and again, it keeps repeating. I just don't know the problem lies in you or me.

I called u several times. Again, you never failed me in not picking up my call. How do you feel when someone does that to you? Can you take it when I am doing that to you?

I am not sure how the matter gonna resolve as I just past each and every day with uncertainty.